Thursday, January 27, 2005
blogging with my laptop.. rem i said tt my laptop got virus.. n i waited so long then my laptop load everything ok.. n now i am able to come online with it again... i hope it doesn give me much prob.. cos a lot of proj due soon.. i wil die.. if my laptop is down.. so ppl pls pray hard for my laptop..
i feel so enclosed up inside me.. i need to let it out.. bt im jus pushing it back down.. i feel tt i am all alone on a island.. i dunno y bt feel this way.. maybe i am pmsing.. cos wheneever i pms.. i wil feel like breaking down, feel like cryin, feel like scolding some1.. feel like no body wans me... n wil feel left out.. ppl who noe me well enuff shld be used to it le.. bt now i doubt.. yes i miss my imu gang.. hasn seen them for so long.. wat i have predicted abt 6 mths back is coming true.. y am i always the unlucky 1?
IMPORTANCE OF THE UNIMPORTANT. think abt it ppl.. don think tt u r nt important becos every little effort counts or don think tt u r so important n ignore ppl feelin..imagine a car without its screw..do u think the car can travel normally? imagine your bag w/o the buckle, do u think ur stuff wil be secure in ur bag? we got to be responsible to one another, show ppl how u wan them to treat u.. cos when u r nice to others, others wil be nice to u.. it wil reciprocate.. tt explain wat gets ard comes ard..
am i becoming more n more short tempered, more unreasonable, more irritating? once in a while, i need to check on myself, on my behaviour and attitude.. can feedback to me..
anyway thx angel for writing to me.. i feel relieved to hear frm u..
to xiwen: don worry for all the projs.. esp the KL proj.. i wil help u ok.. we wil work together.. don stress.. the more u stress the more things cant be done the way u wan it to be.. we r in it together.. u r nt alone...
gd nite every1.. hv a class tml morn.. gg to slp n rest my mind..
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